Anxiety!

I just finished my portfolio about 10 minutes ago...and now I'm freaking out about graduating from Drake. I realized today as I walked down past the GK front desk and Edge called out to me, "Hey, Sonal! You didn't say hi to me!?" that I wouldn't have Edge ever say that to me again after this week. I mean, I've heard him say this all year and every day I apologize. I'm not being mean, but usually he's talking to some one, but the type of person Edge is-he always says hi even if he's in the middle of a conversation.
I don't think I'm ready to grow up or leave Drake.
Being here for four years has made it my own. I can confidently say that I walk up and down the Drake campus owning the place-likes its my very own and I can do whatever I please-b/c I do, and now I have to leave and be independent. I'm totally freaking out right now. I don't think I'll get much sleep tonight...and its already 2 am.

I have to pack this week and know that I won't be returning as a student! Do you know how weird that is? I'll be in the area next year because Greg will still be at Drake and I live down the street from Drake, but it definitely won't be the same.

As I've realized I need to fend for myself when it comes to feeding myself, I've realized I'll miss the following foods from Drake:
Smoothies!
Turtle Cookies
Hummus and Pita bar
Grapefruit on the weekends
Blondies
Burritos
Thanksgiving Dinner!
Sobe-Berry Brew


Its not that I can't find these foods elsewhere, but the fact is that I will actually have to pull out cash from my pocket to pay for them instead of having my flex points and meal plan. Although, I don't think I could find the Turtle Cookies and Blondies anywhere!

Okay, I'm going to attempt to sleep.

Finals week has officially started. Tonight was the midnight breakfast and I didn't even know! I missed it :( Oh well. All the better I suppose.

Goodnight and Sweet Dreams!